my wants

there are many things that i want but the following things are the things i want now.

sometimes, to many, it seems like i have everything in life and life seem so complete. i have a passion (muaythai), i have got the heights, general knowledge, 4 other siblings that are not closely knitted together? ha...i have got part time jobs with high pay, seem to know alot of people etc. but what is the truth?

the truth is that i dun feel i have a friend, a true one atleast. well, not really that i dun have any friend but you know, the friend(s) that is, and always there for you when you need him/her? at times i thought i have, i was only disappointed to find that well, maybe not. everybody is so busy with their lifes, who wants to be bothered about your life and death? it's sad i know... maybe it's the way i am that is causing all these? am i to be blamed? maybe.. it's not easy sometimes, you got to do all things right... you cant do this you cant do that... i am beginning to be sick of rules haha... there are just so many to follow! i guess i broke them and it has lead me to be experience what i am feeling right now eh? Nevertheless, what i want now is a friend. someone whom i can talk to when i need someone to talk to, company when i need one, very simply, someone whom i can spend time with. a female would be a bonus? =)


it's not that i am desperate or anything, but i feel i ought to get a girlfriend, this special someone to own , to cherish and to love. perhaps they key element in my life that's missing at the moment is 'love'. so if you looking for love and you are reading this do give me some love alright? haha... i am making myself seem so deprived of love ha... i love women. be good if i have a girlfriend? yaya.. all i am thinking about is having a girlfriend haha... single and available wat...


ya so to sum up wat i wan is a friend + a girlfriend type of combination. get wat i mean? :P
i really wan one... can you be mine? (apply to girls only) (0-0") i would want one with integrity (one who honors her words, do wat she says)

although i wont say i am a fantastic person, i work towards being a person of Integrity, doing what i say i would. when i made a promise i make a point i try fulfill it unless something really come up. i have friends who tell me they care for me (words), but when i need someone to talk to, just talking, i dun get no response haha... (actions). their words and action dun match. that, is a little disappointing for me at times. there little or nothing i can do ofcoz haz... maybe let them know? not too sure if it would help at all? do wat you say, be congruent! ha.. else it would be rather hard for me to trust and feel i can rely on ya? it's the same in the business world, if you are a man/women of your word people come to you, you will get partners more orders, more customers etc. =]

other things that i want:

1) Get driving license
2) Trip to Thailand
3) Have contant Income, influx of them would be good...
4) Money to learn Taichi Qigong, money to do anything i want
5) Win my Muaythai Competition, SABA on the 15th April 2005 at ferra park mrt near ferra park primary school. it will be most probably start at 12pm.
6) Have more clarity
7) Excellent health
8) Sufficient rest all the time,
and a understanding girl... =)