Urgent Leave and Need for New Phone..

I am on urgent leave today!!

Got things to do la... Met up with Wendy today =] had breakfast at Lavendar. 2 soft boiled eggs each, 1 piece of bread each and one glass of ice milo each!! We met up just to catch up and had a great time together =) as she took half day off she left for work nearing to 1pm 0_o. Oops. gonna be a bit late... Took the train with her till Outram and we parted there. The other reason I took leave? I had to visit my chinese doctor to get my wrist and bruised knuckles treated again.

I went to ah ma hse there de Quan Qi Tao for treatment :) they got really good and nice physicians there, although i dun really fancy the treatment process..

After the treatment i went to ah ma hse to see ah ma and take back two things. one the is monkey that june bought for me and the other the ring she bought for me. Both of which I left at granny hse, one is forgot to take, the other is put there for safe keeping.. wonderful... now i got two damn BIG soft toys on ma bed.... hope dun have any side effects coming from my mum or dad. I shall post their pics up soon ha. That aside, ah ma took two jabs on her knee to treat her reumatism pain. Coming sat she will be taking one last jab into her knee and hopefully the pain goes away from her knee for good.. she gotta exercise more!

Nowadays I really spend money like water.. mostly on myself though... now i really do know how to pamper and take good care of myself le... coz no longer got people give special attention le, have to take over the role ha. So wad's my latest purchase? EPA DHA fish oil that cost me $70.00 !!! *ka bish* *falls off chair* ... I know it's kinda ex for 130 capsules but it works well for me so I just buy lor.. hopefully it serve me well for the next one or two months. I am really tired of feeling tired. I want to be enegetic and full of life every single day of my life. I will take responsibility. God please support me. I so happen to help kiki with 2 shows yesterday night and earned $70.00 so I guess it's not too bad.

And Yes, i almost forgot abt Lydiana's bdae celebration. It's one filled with lots of anger, hatred and frustration lol.. Won't explain why though.. Nevertheless I bought Lydiana a cute mouse piggy bank from Precious thoughts that cost more than $10 and less than $20! We had New York New York for lunch and I must say the food is pretty good. Knowing that I got mild sore throat June bought me my favourite Hudsons cough drop that always work for me. Thank you again and sorry for many other things. On top of that, she bought a nice post card like, card with words of encouragement the 3 guys present, inclusive of myself for Christmas present. Thank her again for her thoughts. It's still with her btw so gotta take from her again when we are both free. .

MY PHONE...
My current phone sucks! it has already gone nuts! idiotic! Now i am looking at either iPhone or HTC touch screen phone... they are really catching my eyes.... hopefully singtel christmas promo offers something good and i can upgrade, which will entitle me a $100.00 off the phone charge plus if i trade in my K800i I am sure I can get a great deal. Now, sit back and pray.

For comparisons between the phones of the two brands see links below~ :

http://www.apple.com/iphone/features/
http://www.htc.com/www/product/touch3g/gallery.html

Pens off~

Dragon Ball & Me =)

I know this sounds funny but I have just finish watching 3 seasons of my childhood favourite cartoon, Dragon Ball. The story mainly revolves around a few main characters like Gouku (Sun Wu Kong), Vegeta (Dar er), (he is one of my favourite character as I feel I resemble him alot. Aggressive etc. ) and the rest of their friends and family members fight to protect the human race and the Earth. In times of danger and urgency, they need to gather all the 7 dragon balls, which has star(s) inside the orange dragon ball and the number of stars inside will represent the ball number etc. For the first ball will have only one star and the 3rd ball will have 3 inside it. Upon collection of the 7 dragon balls they would be able to summon the Shenrong (Shen long), the dragon and allow them to make a wish upon it for it to be fufilled, most of the time to revive the dead or for stronger power (for the bad guys if the bad guys got the 7 dragon balls). Each time the Shenrong appeared and granted a wish, the dragon balls will be disperse into different parts of the Earth or universe towards the end seasons before they can be gathered together again for the same purpose.

So yea! at the age of 24 i finally get to finish watching it!

In my younger days I would spend loads of money just to buy Dragon Ball cards and collect them, each time hoping to get a gold card (appear as shiny cards, some of which are pealable, just like a sticker). Worst I actually did a silly thing. I threw the cards away!! -_- stupid stupid stupid me!!!! I was to be blamed. What to do I was still a kid and naive in thinking. I went to attend church service while I was a kid. During the 'classes' the 'preacher' would advocate that all things other than god are evil. Even cartoon characters like carebears etc are evil. why? coz they gather in circles and that's a symbol of satanism. I am not sure how true is that but I believed nevertheless. Gouku could kamehameha power so that is not good too? I thought... after some consideration, I discarded some of my dragon balls and WHAM! there goes my favourite collections and all the money invested. Good game haha... anyway it was just a childhood thing :)

Anyway while I was a kid, during my primary school days, I would go to the comic shop beside my mum's mix vegetable rice shop at Upper Serangoon shopping centre to browse through the dragon ball comics although I never completely follow the episodes. I just read one episode here and one episode there and I will still like the story ha. On an occassional basis, the comic shop uncle would play dragon ball videos and sometimes my brother (jianming) and I would just stand there to catch a glimpse of our favourite manga, anime idol until the uncle stop the video, leaving us grumbling to ourselves.

So what about Gouku? Well he is a Super Saiyan who never gives up protecting his love ones and the Earth in particular, which is always attacked by valiants who seek to destroy it or just with the aim of destroying every saiyan alive for the purpose of revenge. Even in the most impossible of senario to win, he would just stand on and even make stupid jokes as though the situation isnt serious enough ha. He is super optimistic! But like I said Dar er resembles me the most and I think he is the coolest even though he is never able to match up to Gouku in terms of strength and power. He is competitive (towards Gouku) as he always think that being the Prince of the Saiyan he should be the most powerful being in the universe, which he eventually realise he is not but accepts it. Through seeing Gouku fighting and winning battles he realised that he is never able to reach Gouku's level. So what's so cool about him? It's his stern and always serious character ha. And well even though he is not as powerful as Gou ku, he is still very powerful. He is the Prince of Saiyan afterall =]. In the end of the Dragon ball episodes the highest level they reached was Super Saiyan 4 (Chao ji sai ya ren 4) way cool!!

I am just very happy that I get to finish watching My Favourite Childhood animation la. =D

Me.
In retrospection, I am not really that positive like I was before. In fact I am feeling negative more these days. Anger, listless, moody, upset and maybe even hatred, regret and remorse. It's kinda sad sometimes when I look at myself. I will ask, why am I like that and why do I have to go through such a tough journey, from while since I was young? It tough sometimes although I know I need to hang on and hopefully get out of life more positive and successful. In life, I know that we need people to be around us in order to survive well and live with contentment. But unfortunately, I cant. I dunno how to live with people, treat or to relate to them, work with them! and it's making my waking in moments in life painful sometimes. That's not what I want! I would like to have friends too? I would like to be appreciated and loved just like anyone else. What do I do? Blame my unloving parents who were not able to show love and care for me? Blame the people who once harmed me? Blame the people who said the wrong things at the wrong time and taught me the wrong things? Blame them for condeming me while I was young? Blame god? Blame myself? Yes, they are to be blamed. No doubt about that. They are the cause of my development, who I am today, confident anot etc. Secure or insecure within myself and thus, with or without the abiliy to face society and people outside of my home or family.

But what can I do? It's just that I feel things could be better. Not like that. Not like what it is now. I just hate that I have to go through all these, most of the time by myself. It's not easy.

Forgive me if I wasnt the best I can be for you like I wanted. I promise I will get myself out of this shit and be the best for myself and everyone, bringing success and happiness to all that has or will cross my path, just like Gouku.

Shopping Spreee!!!!

Today is Thursday, i call it my 'rest day'. wad do i do? I struggle whole day in office trying to keep my eyes open and look always on the ball, until i doze off. why? coz it's a 'rest day' remember.... why? coz i have been training like a mad dog for the pass few days? until now almost can talk to dogs liao. who knows, i subconsciously learnt the dog language too? woof! woof! woof! -_- ok nvm. den, wat happened? i asked the tupid june out just for dinner, not like i wan to feed her tiner, straight away reject my invitation. cant even company awhile. irritating girl %- oh well, who ask she forever got work, forever eat at home, forever this and that la. no wonder she is called stone cold stunner. never ending stun wan. den i kenna the choke slam, stone cold stunner etc. lagi bagus. den reach home need to pump oxygen into my heart and lungs to sustain my breathing. kns... oh well it's not all bad though, upon reaching hougang station i took out the shopping list which i prepared earlier in the morning... tooth brush la, deodorant la, play game la, hair cut la.... cough drop la.... all these i settled at hougang mall guardian and well, just at guardian. except for my hair cut which i did at the bus interchange itself. in all i think i spent more than $20 on my way home considering i had to settle dinner myself at the central too.. alone, eat mee pok mai hiaem. coz why? no one company la so simple. suck thumb, really. i do feel more light headed now though as i can finally relax with the new hairdo i got! I went to QB House btw. just $10.00 for a good hairdo~ it's just like a woman pampering herself by going to do hair and go to spa etc. i like doing that some times. actually pass few days after training i dun eat dinner for those nights? coz my mum doesnt cook dinner for me anymore? and after training would have been too late to find fooda. at most can get a bottle of drink and one creamed bread to eat.. -_- dun burn out also hard ha. in the office, jeremy and i got to work together again yeah. we were tasked to clear the store off documents which were stored in the storeroom. i do feel regret that we are not really good friends now... it's just me... shutting down myself etc... if not i know it will be fun to joke and just be able to mingle around with the likes of jay iv, carrot.. etc.. but ofcoz there's always bond girl 'the fake' 008, Mike, Nick aka Toner, Joanne, Ah shi to listen to my crap and raliya, my team mate :) i seem to keep forgetting i bought a new mouse as i realised that i keep using my ibm centre cursor guided rubber to move the mouse than to use the real mouse to move the mouse. btw today is joanne's bdae. Happy Birthday Yan Lin! ;)

Time for bed.... Nitez! btw, june sucks. u suck june. today.

My weekend

Just yesterday i was putting up the, 'THank God it's Friday!' Banner... Now is already coming to the end of Saturday! ha.

So this was how i spent my weekend till now. On Friday after work i went with wpas's new assis manager to hong lim to check out exhange rate for thai currency as her friend will be going to thailand and she is checking out for the best rates den change for her friend first . After some comparison we settled for the money changer she usually patrons and did some cash exchanging.

Right after that, i headed for city hall to meet up with June and Deliwati =] for dinner, chill out and well, a little bit of shopping! Del was having gastric from morning so we had to get some food quick incase it gets worse. So we quickly headed for Pizza Hut in Marina square. We ordered individual set meals which costs abt $11.90 each with the choice to choose either Pizza, Pasta or baked rice as our main course, one drink of our choice, 2 bread sticks and 1 soup of the day! =] As a side dish, we order honey wings to tinger our taste buds! =D I choose some beef ball pasta, june choose Meat Galour Pizza (which tasted really good) and del chose Hawaiin Pizza for her set meal.

For our shopping, i went home with two new GIGANTIC soft toys from Mini Toons o.0 ha. =P Courtesy of june =p i took two as i had a hard time choosing between the big monkey or pink rabbit. First of all, pink is a girl's colour (the colour of the rabbit, the soft toy which i really prefer), whereas the monkey is brown in colour and look more 'man'? That caused me to have a difficult time making the decision so in the end i decided that I just gotta take two and that did the trick. Becoz of my long decision making time in the shop i was made to pay for the cab fare so that the two ladies can reach home on time and safely plus soundly. -_-

That was friday... Home sweet home at ah ma hse in Bedok .

Saturday. Dentist Visit.
Woke up 7am in the morning, had a quick breakfast and prepare to meet June at the Dental centre at 8.30am for 'annual' cleansing -.- (by right should be half yearly). End up June didnt get her teeth cleaning done as doctor disallowed it because she was having flu. Soon after it was my turn. Ouch, sums up my visit after one 1/2 year since i last visit a dentist for cleansing. It was completely complete cleaning though so i guess it was worth the pain =] the 'pain' cost me $60.

My 2.4km run
After the 'pain' i accompanied june to the market to do some marketing den headed home to take a small nap before going for my run in the stadium.

As my IPPT (annual army Physical fitness test) is around the corner, one that has to be taken before my birthday (15th Jan, btw =p) i want to know where i stand currently in terms of my stamina and speed after my strenoues training in boxing for the past months which made me feel physically stronger than i haf felt in a very long time. 11mins and 7seconds. I had to hold my hp to start stop the timing for my run sia... Not too bad considering my best timing while i was in army was 11mins 20secs. But in order to get gold i have to get a timing of 9min and 45secs and below? -_- . Gotta step up on my training liao! =)

back home at ah ma hse, i took shower, ate lunch , took nap again and said goodbye to ah ma for Golden Mile Complex. I wanted to see the Muaythai gym that spider man told me about and so i did. I even saw a familiar face there. Saw how the class was conducted and what the charges were like. Quite enlightening. I left shortly thinking i might try out one day class with them.

End.

Lotsa things to settle now~ all the administrative stuff etc.. and not forgetting the Man U and Arsenal match!!! half time score, Arsenal 1 - Man U 0. Crosses finger that Man U can bounce back with a draw, or better, a come back win..

Pens off!

Coffin

I watched the Movie, Coffine today! What a great show :) it was really worth my money. I went to watch the show with Ms Xuan, a friend i got to know online. she is 24 this yr a very simple and nice friend. Actually she was having cramp but still took the time out to catch a show and do some shopping with me. Thank you Mermaid =] hope your cramp go far far away from you soon : ) Ah yes, the Movie. It was a show that starred Karen Mok (Mou wen wei). It was one that I really enjoyed and one show that glued me to the cinema chair throughout the screening. Not many other than The Red Dragon (sequel from Hanibal) and the likes of Geisha and The first Matrix movie captured my heart. I would rate this as the best asian movie i have watched so far.... simply got my five pop corns.

And so Ms xuan and I met at 1pm, ate at food court, and waited for the show which will be starting at 3pm. i ate mee kia and drank soya bean hee... after the show i went to buy my protein powder!!! finally managed to buy it as I 'planned'!!! other than that i also bought Chicken essence hee =D now i really know how to pamper myself.... ok la it's also abt taking care of myself... if i dun take care of myself then who will?

after the small shopping hands got big bag small bag ya.... so the next logical move? go home lor.... ha... there was pasar malam so we go there for awhile before going home.... Ms xuan bought two clothings before she bought a ramly burger and i got my roti john before we headed our own ways back home, her back to bp and myself to amk den back to hougang =]

lazy la... reached home le but still didnt iron my clothings -.- may November be a good month wor.... well, i already got off good with a good movie~

Halloween

So fast and we have reached the 1st Day of November -_- dunno if this is good or bad sia.... but first of all I wanna thank June girl for editing my blog for me and making it look so much nicer and personalized. How many times do I have to thank this girl sia.

and yes, Yesterday was Halloween!! but i can say it's kinda boring!!!! Not the company i had but the location i choose to spend this spooky day. I went to Howl at the Moon, a pub for that occassion and didnt really get to mingle with people from the online portal which i found out the event from.... So there was Rick, david and me... David is my boxing buddy. we last min agree to go together one. and so we were there at 10 plus, followed by rick who arrived at abt 11pm. To be honest I was already tired after my training and further more I hadnt had my dinner!! So u can imagine I was like a walking corpse attenting a boring Halloween party haha.

nvm, so rick came and we put on the scary monster mask and walk ard. we had a few cups of hse pour then decided that hey, that place and music aint our type of place so byebye halloween party and lots of my money too... f* waste of money !!!! after tat, david left for home and Rick and I went to catch a movie at CineLeisure. We watched a spookily freaking lame show haha. The Tropic Thundar!! damn lame la... every other scene u will hear a fuck word. wad a fucking show haha. I was thinking might as well watch RA show. oops.

by the time reach home already 3.30am la...... den i slept at 4.30am man... watch more videos myself at the comfort of my home before tugging in to bed.

Then RING!!!!!! 8AM!!! and my work starts at 8.30am~ Damn tired lor from Thursday onwards ... but wat to do...... after work i went straight to Bedok to see the QUan qi tao chinese doctor coz i injured my wrist during training again while practicing my left hooka. of well..... after that I went to ah ma hse =] took a nap .... again i put aside my shopping plan coz last min den ask people and no one seem to be free! den just stay at ah ma hse watch tv and suck thumb lor... =]

I wanna buy my protein powder and wat else...... I cut my nails though ha. Productive!!

Halloween apart, I met Grace from Philipines for one last time in Stone bar on thursday night as she has decided to return to her home country =] got her a small piece of cake and bit her farewell... gonna miss her~

today i also met my Reporting Officer , BL for my work review. Finally it has been done.... got to know the things i need to improve on and things i did well too. gambate!! on the darker side, i seems like i will be taking on more job -.- more and more things ..... i just pray that i can handle if not i will signal white flag and bug off.... Hell..

Ok this is so dreadful. Pens off....