come to think about it that karen is really becoming more like me haha... so mean nowadays haz.... meano2. life still move on as ever though i continue have the fetish to blow her blain up... it's not my fault, she just need that extra doze of craziness in her life which she obviously think she doesnt need? lol... anyway she was my ex....
after the experience, i kinda realise that hey maybe this is how life works... sometimes there's just no chance for redemption! especially when your habit is something which the other person dread the most? lol... especially when you said sorry countless number of times and yet repeating the same things over and over again~! can we call this a 'meant to be thing'?
why is it that in some ways i cant get my mind off this person ne? i guess it's becoz of the times we have had that i still remember that allowed me to linger on? well maybe then that way i wont view myself as a heartless person ba? memories treasure. locked. i dunno why i am typing these but ya.. these are just things on my mind and this is what a blog is for isnt it haha....
recently i read this book by the title of 'Unlimited Power' by Anthony Robbins. it mentioned something about Giving. it mentioned that sometimes while in a relationship with a friend or spouse, it is important that we give more than what you think you can get back in return. if a couple dun think that way but instead do; "i just gave, now it's his turn". when you start taking account, it's assured that the relationship wont last for too long. so after reading it and doing a little reflection, i tot, "yea..". what i had been doing in the past was mostly demands after demands... now that things have turned our sour, i can only not repeat the same 'mistake' i made... give give give..
Hi people this is me jimmy :) and anything recorded would be small accounts of my tini winy life that is ever so lively :p full of changes yet adapted with ease and balance. feel free to drop comments!
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